Before I started writing, I wanted to write lyrics of songs that made me feel happy and positive. And then it got a tint darker in the room. And I automatically started feeling lonely and I personally don't even remember why. But the song Break Every Chain that I first heard at B.L.T. Staff Retreat that was in my head all day popped in my head, and one of the lyrics is "There is power, in the name of Jesus". The past hour has been a spiritual warfare between feeling joyful and sad. Turning up the worship music and just immersing myself in the LORD's presence has been what's kept me from freaking out.
I really want to encourage anyone reading this, if you ever start feeling lonely, just a hint of it, don't get pulled down. Keep yourself up, get motivated and stay positive. Yea, I know, easier said than done. But when you really trust God, and shout the name, "JESUS," it feels so comforting knowing that the Creator of the Earth is right there beside you, and keeping you from falling. I know it took me awhile and I'm still working on it. So don't be discouraged when you mess up. Here's something that I'm sure you've NEVER HEARD.
EVERYONE messes up. Yup. It's true. But guess what? God doesn't care what you've done. He loves you before you knew Him! He will still love you when you spit in His face! There is NOTHING that you can do that will cause God to stop loving you. Ever. So don't let ANYONE tell you otherwise.
I didn't really know where this was going to go. I also didn't know it was going to take this long. But I hope you all enjoyed my first blog, those who read it
And I truly love you. The end. For now. :)
-Yella Bella BEAST
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