So, there's this boy...

Alright, so before I go on, I don't have a preference as to how many times I'm going to write in this. When something is on my heart, I'm writing. Well, technically typing.

ANYWAY!

 I'm sure all girls have said this statement at least once in their life, "So there's this boy..." Well for awhile, being a teenager and everything, my hormones are raging and probably will be for the next few years to come. I've jumped from liking one boy to another. I haven't "dated" or had a "boyfriend" since about May of '09. And though I sometimes get lonely or sad, it really is less stressful. Think about it, guys and girls! When you don't have a significant other of the opposite sex, you have time to work on yourself when you finally find that person. And as mean as this is, you don't have to worry about always pleasing this person. We're in our teenage years! We need to have fun in life instead of having someone connected to our side all the time. A boy or a girl doesn't define our happiness. In fact, in the long run, it will probably cause more sadness and grief than you had before you were in that relationship. I know, I know this is all the cookie-cutter cliche crap that we're all told. But sometimes we really need to listen to this stuff because it's true. 

Now, I'm not saying I haven't had a boy that I clung on to or revolved my world around. Actually, I was and sometimes still think like that. I've used guys and they've used me. I've been manipulated and thought that I was in love more than once. Now, right at this moment, I'm still contemplating if I really "fell in love" before. But if I want to grow and mature in God, I can't be holding on to my past. Plus, what i want in a relationship is totally different than what i wanted then. 

Things change, people. I'm telling you! So, this one guy that I've gotten to know a little bit is catching my eye at the moment, but if I met him before I was a legit Christ Follower, I probably wouldn't have given him a second thought. But now I have different views and opinions about what I want and need in a guy. But; even if I meet a guy whose heart is devoted to God at this age, doesn't mean God wants me to start a relationship with him.

*NEWS FLASH TO ALL CHRIST-FOLLOWERS! JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE CHRISTIAN DOESN'T MEAN THEY'RE THE ONE FOR YOU* 
Shocking, right? Well, considering that we still are humans, and have different personalities and thoughts about things, there are some things that I just will not tolerate in a relationship. We can go into details about those later. But right now I'm trying to just focus on God, because in all sincerity, that's really all that matters. God will provide a guy for me whether it be in a month or a year or longer. And I'm okay with that! Honestly, I know I'm not equipped to be in a God-based relationship. If I don't intend on marrying a guy that I like, I'm not going to waste my time giving my heart out. My heart is not only my treasure, but God's gift to me. I don't want to break His gift. And I'm taking care of it as much as I can now. Because He's so awesomely amazing. Ah I love God. :DD




Well, Again whoever is reading this, YOU ARE AWESOME. Forreal. Goodbye:) for now.
- Yella Bella BEAST